About this piece
“Who Am I To You” exposes and critiques performative activism in Berkeley, California.
I began writing “Who Am I To You” in January of 2025, and am just now putting it out into the world. This piece of writing was originally written to be a song accompanied with chords played on a guitar, but the richness and depth of the content reads more like a standard poem. I feel that adding tunes to accompany these words would, in a way, reduce the impact of certain themes or symbols that shape the poem’s story. I’ve decided to share the chords anyways– just because :).
As my last year of high school comes to an end and I prepare to leave Berkeley and move across the country for college, I felt it necessary to share this piece now. Better late than never.
“Who Am I To You” – by Carina
VERSE #1 (Cmaj7 Em B7)
Perfect place to be
In these downtown city streets
I’m standing in the midst of
Peace and love
‘til the honesty
VERSE #2
Leader of the nation
With your liberal hats and gowns
You’re putting on a face
When it’s all to cover your disgrace
Minds you left to fend for themselves
Happen to be the only ones that stand out
In your “melting pot of diversity”
A reputation for the world to see…
CHORUS (Em D Cmaj7 B7)
But who am I to you
Am I a token in the monochrome sea of blue?
Golden lights all over
But i’m buried deep under
When my voice, it’ll blow your cover
Place a safety net when I fall asleep
Cause I’m a helpless wreck
A special guest
When all that you have for me
Is a city free of honesty
INSTRUMENTAL
(Em D Cmaj7 B7)
VERSE #3
You say my skin is my character,
Anything I earn is without any merit
But then you want to help my people
So what’s it really all about?
‘Cause as soon as it’s December
And you get that fancy letter
You’ll leave with your one-way ticket
To the Ivy League
CHORUS
Who am I to you
Am I a token in the monochrome sea of blue?
Golden lights all over
But I’m six feet under
When my voice, it’ll blow your cover
Place a safety net when I fall asleep
Cause I’m a helpless wreck
A special guest
Searching for a place to be,
A city free of honesty
INSTRUMENTAL
(Em D Cmaj7 B7)
OUTRO (Cmaj7 Em B7)
Your lies, they tell a truth
That this place is really just for you
I’m just a golden token
In your city of blue

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